Before & After

Tuesday, 29 December 2009 08:18 Written by  Tiffani Alexander

Before

When I can’t think of a way to say how I feel

I pick up a pen and a pad and write all the things I wish I had


The courage to say out loud not in front of many, not before a crowd

To one person, one man
Why can’t you look at me and understand

My feelings for you are deeper than our interactions allow me to express
You’re more than casual, more than a weekly caress

I never know where I stand with you
I can never tell what you’ll do

You don’t call, barely come to see me anymore at all

I wish I could let it go because deep down the answers to my questions
I know

Yet I’m still here
Waiting for you to see me, hoping that you’ll care

Read between the lines, I'm lying. When I tell you I'm fine, inside I'm dying.

 

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After
We can share pillows, but can't share time
You appreciate my body but don’t care to know my mind
You have so many ladies you expect me to wait in line
But I‘m not dumb, stupid, deaf or blind
Read this poem and take it as a sign
I’m done with you, for real this time
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Photography by GMO Photo Editor Billy Montgomery

 

Tiffani Alexander

Tiffani Alexander

Publisher and Editor in Chief of GlossMagazineOnline.com (GMO), Tiffani Alexander came to Chicago in the fall of 2004 to pursue her Master's degree in Arts, Entertainment & Media Management at Columbia College Chicago. Tiffani earned her Bachelor of Arts degree in journalism from the University of
 Maryland, College Park. She has worked for both Cygnus Business Media and Maher Publishing before embarking on her dream to start her own magazine. In addition to publishing GMO bi-monthly, Tiffani freelances and works as an editor on a legal journal in Washington, DC.

 

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